Lullabies from the Abyss! (2013)

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Heart, my heart, where will you cremate these forbidden thoughts,
That chant lullabies of a devil-ridden world.
The day I tamed you to an emotional graveyard,
The necropolis of unresolved griefs,
You stayed gallant and discreet for me.
Now you thrash about to escape from me.
When I dread being left alone,
The remnants of the past haunt my conscience.
Waiting for the doomsday, love lost, trust left, jest missed, 
I live wishing for it all to collapse.
An abominable cry of a helpless mind lurks behind those frozen walls.
Beyond it all, I see you, my heart; I see a spark of hope in you.
The dawn seeped through my windowpanes,
All I see are harsh, bright, and yellow.
I stooped down to perceive where I am,
I know this pitfall like the back of my hand.
Snags, wails, trampling footsteps,
All were my companions at various times.
Yes, I am back where I started; help me out.
Help me be free!!!